Summers comming to an end--

it was definitly definitly definitly amazing. between hanging out with people, local concerts, slushies, getting closer with people, carly comming to town, camp duncan, mexico, and much more. summer memories will always be with me.





Live your life like the wind.
Speed up when necessary,
And know when to slow down.
Slow down when life pushes so hard and fast,
You cannot consume anymore air.
Slow down when you can't see
Where you're going
Or where you're coming from.
Take time to stop and realize
What you have right in front of you
When you cannot find what you're looking for.
When you cannot find what you want in someone else,
Look inside of yourself.
Don't sweat the small things,
And make the best of the big things.
Cherish the experiences you've had,
And use the lessons you've learned.
Our lives are rubber bands,
Bending and stretching to fit
Even the most awkward situations.
You can adapt to anything,
Regardless of its size or shape.
You just have to realize and use
What you have in your own hands.

                Cooper Class of 06' --  i love you guys so much. lets make our last year at Cooper one of the wildest, best years yet.

Kayla <3

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone, left remembering what it's like to have you here with me, I thought you should know, you're not making this easy. I never thought I'd be the one to say, please don't, well.. please don't leave me-- Matchbox Romance

             Alright... so to start things off.. I'm probably obbsessed with the Matchbox Romance song 'Promise'... i dont know what it is about it.. the muisc, the lyrics. just all of it gets to me.. and i cant get sick of listening to it over and over. well... i'm definitly used to summer... not going to school, not having to wake up at 7... i like it... i think we all needed a loong vacation. Even though drama definitly got totally out of hand... but ive relised that my friends mean so much to me.. and it has pretty much dyed down since today... which good. i mean.. its summer, and its gonna be one of the best ones so far... haha Summer 05' babby.. lets make the best of it!

I'm officially getting incredibly BORED with xanga... i used to do it to write my feelings all down.. but lately.. i barely update, and i do it doesnt help with anything.... gah...whatever

Love you soo much Greg!! -er.. i hope i start to get to see you more this summer...  

Take my hand and never let me go,

Kayla <3

ps. The new Foo Fighters is soo good. ah!.. so so good.

Has someone taken your faith? Is real, the pain you feel. The life, the love, you die to heal. The hope that starts the broken hearts. You trust, you must confess. Is someone getting the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best of you? I've got another confession my friends. I'm no fool. I'm getting tired of starting again, somewhere new. Were you born to resist or be abused? I swear I'll never give in. I refuse.

wow... just wow.

Don't be so scared, we will not lead you on like you've been doing for weeks. So your selfish and I'm sorry, when I'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast. Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you, cause' i wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me. Near death, last breath, and barely hanging on. Would you believe me if I said i didnt need you? Don't be scared to take a second for reflection, to take a leave of absense, see what your made of. So I'm selfish and you're sorry, when I'm gone you'll be going no where fast. So who's selfish, and who's sorry?-- The Academy Is.

   It took me a while to pick a lyric from that CD.. but i finally picked one. Alirighty... so its now Summer 05'. how amazing. We're flippin' 8th graders now! haha... a bunch has happened since i last updated so i dont really know where to start...So lately i've just been hanging out with friends, swimming, finding funn stuff to do. I have a bunch of pictures for you all! For the last day of school. I slept at Poodles, we only had a half hour of school.. and i cant believe Ashley got sent into the hallway. haha! so after the half hour we went to walker bro's! ((Erin and Ari, we missed you)) and we sent the guys a pancake that said you suck on it.. which was pretty dang funny. Back to my house to rest and get bathing suits, im so sorry Veronica about the mirror and the lamp. and i got my head slammed by the trunk of the car. which hurt. Swimming at Veronicas, doing stunts and having races in the pool. The waterfight at longfellow.. which wasn't as exiting as we thought since we ran out of water ballons in like a minute.-but it was still fun. Sammy's tramoline with the hose, and bon fire at Lisi's, and burning money and sniffing it.. wow.. fun stuff.  OOkay, so, im soo incredibly exited about this summer. the warm weather is amazing and i get to see Carly for a while this summer!! gah.. i miss her!! Gregs leaving me for a week or so for soccer camp.. which stinks. but I have basketball camp, and Duncan! which will be amazing this year may i add. Ashleys my Great America Buddy, and we will be going there  A LOT. haha. I'll try updating more in the summer.. it'll be easier then in the school year. keep the comments comming! haha, Cooper Class of 06'. Everyone have an amazing summer!!

I love you soooo much Greg!!!! <3

Dont be so scared-its harder for me,

Kayla <3

 Last day of school at walker bro's! we missed you Erin and Ari!!!~

 Erin and me!!

 Kelsers, Ashley, Erin, and Ari~!

 CHICKEN FIGHT!

 haha... oww we're good.

 Our whole table!! i love my girlies!

 Ashley, Kelsey and I in the indoor pool!

 Erin,Ashley and Kelsey jumping in!!

Erin, Ashley, Kelsey and I~

 Karen, Kelsey, Erin, Ash, Veronica, Lisa, Me, and Ari in the pool!

Ashley and I in Gannon's class!.

Bad Picture, but i love him, so to bad!

Kelli, Laura, and me at Jon's!

Lisa and I at Jon's!

Liz, Ashley, me, Lisa, Kelsey and Kelli at Jon's 

It's so nice sitting very still, in a room where no one else can feel the pain thet breaks my heart each day, I'm not okay. Sunlight shining through my window, lets me know that I am still alive. Why did I ever let you inside my heart? Im such a fool. Paint my face in shades of blood and grey and take a seat, right next to me, but i should've known that you were a killer. But now im dead--Senses Fail

yeah, so i was definitly in the senses fail mood.. yeah... definitly.. so i havent updated in like ever... okay so Desperate Housewives and the OC is over for this season... its pretty sad.. yesterday was Lisi, Ashley and my last desperate housewive party of teh 1st season..i love our little partys- and i miss miss them dearly.

Ms. Carly Grandolph- er.. i love you so much Car, and i miss you sis! Billlly, whenever we see eachother its soo amazing, its so hard living here without you right by my side everyday, this summer is going to kick ass.  i want you home now. and stop worrying yourself.. i always think about you, and ill never ever ever forget you!! LOVE YOU BILLY!!!!

im not quite sure that to write.. i have a fever and it stinks. my  mom bought me Kool-Aid so i was happy for a little.. untill i relised how hard to swollow it was.. Saturday me and Ash went to six flags... at first we were hanging out with Mike and TJ.. then it was me and Ash for a while and then we met up with Greg and Gordy.. very fun times at six flags indeed. except the water-rides. soo cold, and the raft ride got like my whoole back.. i like couldnt move. to cold. er.. ozzies wensday, should be alright, last year was pretty rad...  nothign really else to say.. if i dont update soon.. keep nagging me to update. i still love my xangerrr. and im very very close to deleting my myspace... not sure. keep on commenting <3 err.. they make me feel loved.

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alright- so im home sick from the Ozzies game... which totally sucks. anyways all this stupid freeking drama is getting incredibly dumb. whoever made that website about 'the lunch bunch' has to get a life. we don't even call ourselfs that it was a joke between us! urrg, that makes me soo mad... now someone made a xanga about Tara and shes blaming us which is even gayer... whatever.

I love you soooo much Greg!! your amazing!!!!

because maybe-your gonna be the one that saves me,

Kayla <3

 um.. yes. we met scooby doo!

 tehe.. i love him so much!! yay!

 me and ash before batman <3 haha

 there were more-but ill spare you-- I love you so much Greg!!!!

I'm two quarters and a heart down, and I don't want to forget how your voice sounds, these words are all I have so I write them, i need then just to get by. Dance, dance. We're falling apart to half time. Dance, dance. And these are the lives you love to lead, dance this is the way they'd look id they knew how misery loved me. --Fall out Boy

Alright.. so its practicly been a month, i know i know, im sorry.. Im going to put like 3486464387 quotes in this entry just to start you all off so you don't get confused. Alright, so, the new Fall out boy CD is so good, im probably obbsessed with it... whatever. and as well as i've been listening to the newer acadamy is CD a lot to... awesome.

She says shes no good with words but I'm worse, barely stuttered out, a joke of a romantic stuck to my tounge and weighed down with words to overdramatic<3 --Fall out Boy

School has been actually alright, i do have to say that i am TOTALLY ready for summer though, today was 80 degrees and all i wanted to do was be outside. Lisi is for sure having a pool party this summer-which is awesome, I'm going to basketball camp this summer with Erin and i think Kelsey which will be fun, and then of course camp duncan which is gonna totally be amazing, im bunking with Veronica for sure, yay!.

And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist, and you kissed me like you meant it, and I knew that you meant it<3 -- Dashboard Confessional

Hanging out with everybody has been more then perfect, i love it. Lately, i've just been open, hanging out with whoever and having an awesome time... usually have something totally fun planned, and it rocks. indeed. Went to Zakk's variety show thingy last Thursday and i took pictures and stuff and just had a good time. Gregs finally ungrounded. yay. i hope we get to hang out a lot again now~

And sugar we're going down swingin', I'll be your number one with a bullet, a loaded god complex, cock it and pull it <3 -- Fall out Boy

Nothing really else to say.... i hope i get to update more lately. we'll see.. comment. i love it.  ps. i've had xanga for a extactly a year on March 11.. from my older xanga. haha ANIVERSARY! yay.

Love you sooo fucking much Greg!!!!!!!~

I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me,

Kayla <3

Few picctures for you all--

 The whoole bunch-- thanks Ari!!

Lisi, Me, Ash, Zak, Erin and Kelsey! <3

 Me, Ashley, Erin, Karen, Ari, and Laura <3

 Lisi, Erin, and Me <3

Kelsey and Me!!! <3

 Me and Ashley.. COOKIE!!

  Erin, Karen, Laura, Ari and Ash's arm with goooldfish<3

 me and erin!!! <3

Karen and Laura SILLY GIRLS! <3

Ari, Steph, and Carly at the TG V-show <3

Ashley and Me!! <3